Today is the day my husband passed away, one year ago. The passed few days I have been flooded with memories of the last days Bob was alive. I can't even sleep good thinking of him. I haven't been on the forum for I have felt recluse. I hope this coming year is better. His family still isn't close to me. Two of his sisters are even out of state this week. One brother still doesn't even speak to me. I don't have any close family.

I am trying to figure out what to do today. I may go to another town and do some shopping. I mood is nothing to brag about. It seems like yesterday we were so happy then this horrible disease came on called cancer. All the Cemo and Radiation just hasten his death, for he never got better.

I'd just like to say, "Go out and make good memories with your mate for one day thats all you have left". I hope things will look better and I can pick up the pieces and go on, for thats what Bob would want for me to do.
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Billie