Hi, I'm not losing and I'm not sure if I even want to know if I'm gaining.

I hate to think about what the future will hold. I'm getting into more and
more trouble. But I don't have any control right now over my life or health.

Its not somethign I can do anything about. Ugh, seems my blood pressure
decided to get in on the act. Its now playing lets see if we want to be
high or low. Its playing go up go down, today it was 140 sitting, and 120
standing. Or it was 140 sitting and nothing standing.

Hmmmm, just the fun of life. Then I get the email I never wanted to get.

My co-workers daughter Meghan who has been in bad shape, but has
been hanging in there for many years, has been given 24hrs or less to
live. I am not a good shape person today.

Then I get home to Derrick saying, I was in the nurses office 1, 2, 3, 4th
hours sleepign, they don't think I had a seizure, but if he didnt' what happened.

I am pretty sure he did. And tonight he definately did. Life is the pits.

I want ice cream good thing I don't have any.

Donna