I was at the newly opened Braintalk wondering where all of you were and thought "well maybe everyone is at the BT2 website". I think the newly opened BT is like the old deleting anyone's post who speaks their mind etc. I like this website better without all the busybody moderators causing trouble. Maybe I'll get deleted off here for saying that.

I apologize girls for not being on here consistently. I've had a bunch of medical tests, colonoscopy, bone scan for osteoporosis, eye appointments appointments for Neurologist, etc. They finally put me on the Duragesic patch which has greatly helped the neuropathy pain. I lived with nonstop pain 24/7 and just got plain fed up and was to the next step of doing something drastic and finally agreed to a 24/7 narcotic. I take medication for depression and probably wouldn't have carried through on the drastuc actuib but that's where my head has been before the pain patch. I was just having no quality of life whatsoever and needed friends but was afraid I'd drag everyone down with me so I haven't posted very much, usually a sign of my state of mind. Many of you haven't known me long so don't know how you would take me when I'm in a sad state of mind. Everyone seems so upbeat on here I feel like sometimes I'm a big drag Anyway I have my head out in the sunshine again and out of the self pity cycle. Thank God for that.

Just wanted to check in and wondered which forum we are posting to both or just this one!!!????

Thanks
Lynn