I suppose I am writing to myself because I'm always late getting on here at night. Well, better late than never I always say so here goes...

The other day, I kind of poured my heart out. I was really down and writing it seemed to help a little. I'm pushing myself to get through every day, one at a time. Today I started cleaning my sons room out. Then I started my Christmas cards when I had to get off my feet. I tried calling my sister at work but she was out - actually working. Feeling pretty alone, not one person responded, everyone is busy this time of year.

Sue - I made through the Big Tube ok. They did all 3 MRI's in a little over an hour. Amazing. I got to pick my music which was a waste because there is no way to drown out the noise of that big sucker. But, they make the effort to be nice. They told me 48 hours for a report so that would make it Monday afternoon. I'll be on the phone for sure!

Curious - Where in MN did you live? I grew up there, lived in that cold and humidity until I was 32. I do miss my family terribly, however.

Alffe - I think you are doing a wonderful thing, feeding the deer. I hate hunting and my husband says its because I don't understand the whole thing about balance of nature and all that stuff. I just tell him to go watch "Bambi".

Billie - You are right, that e-mail was wonderful. I'm sure it will quickly pass through the entire web quickly!

Well, goodnite anyone who reads this. I will try to do better and get it in during the day.

nancy

way up north in a itty bitty town called Nevis. our big deal i s the summer was/is called musky days. Nevis is in between Park Rapids and Walker. i too miss my relatives up there. but no offense jan..but not the rest. my and i go back many times a year to visit. he and my son are actually going up before christmas. different part of the state tho. closer to duluth. i don't think they are going to try to get to Nevis.

((((nancy)))))

BS~
We all love you honey! I read your post and sent and email, that's why I didn't reply here. Sometimes I think like you did--that no one reads my posts either--or they don't care, or care enough to reply back.

In all honesty, sometimes they get missed cuz people go on to teh next days thread, or they read it, intending to post, but forget, OR the worst one--reply, then hit preview to proof it--think they hit submit, and leave, only to come back and it's not there. I wonder HOW MANY times I've done that!! THAT torques me off!! I'm getting to the point that I'm not gonna proof anymore I think!!

I have days that are more sensative than others, where I take things to heart more than I should. I'm not saying that's what you did honey, I'm just speaking for myself. I know we all care about each other--like a family should, and sometimes things get overlooked, but we hafta remember that no one does things intentionally. I hafta keep telling myself that. Tell yourself that too, k? We love you sweetie! Take care, and let us know as soon as you hear something about your MRI's k?

Hugs,
LS--who is NOT gonna proof anymore---deal with it!

jan...were we supposed to proof for typos and such?

curious...the fumble finger princess and typo queen