Hi Consider,

I am very sorry for your pain, both physical and emotional pain.

It's great your boyfriend is supportive and is also being checked out/treated.
Teamwork is great!

Anxiety is normal when we don't know what's going on and we are in pain or limited in functioning... and on top of all that, we are concerned about how this may be affecting our significant other.

That said, you know yourself best and if you feel you may benefit from a psychologist or therapist and have access, please move forward with this.

You had written, "I feel so wrong right now..."
I am not sure of what you had meant by this; yet, I'd encourage you to show yourself lots of compassion.

I hope you have seen, or will soon see, a GYN to follow-up.


DejaVu