As I sit here awake at 2A and in tears.

My hormones are out of whack and my mood is like a roller coaster.

That constant pain in my side is back, I feel fluish allover, the IBS is bad again, the bloating and the fatigue.

I could tell something was wrong midcycle last month when it felt like something popped when I was supposed to be ovulating. The rest of my cycle was a disaster and now here we are again mid cycle and its wrose and it feels like before.

So now my fear is that the endometriosis is back. And I cannot tolerate the birth control pills and besides they are not really good for you anyway.

I swear this time I am going to consider and endometrial ablation and then if that does not help, then another laproscopy I guess.

I $%^&*^$ hate hormones.