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12-02-2008, 06:33 AM
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I don't need hear this!
 I have just gotten back from CCF (Cleveland Clinic Florida) for the Neurological issues, because of the degeneration and acceleration of the progressive- ness of the Epilepsy & Neurological declination. I already have MVP with regurgitation which has worsen. My chemistry and hematology is a mess, my organs is all out of whack, I have so much more on top of this, now down to 88 lbs and dropping and it's like I'm beating a dead horse!  What do I get when I return after coming home? I now am SCHEDULED to have to have a very special scan on one of my breast. *sigh* This FRIDAY! I mean do I get a break here? I already know my prognostics is not good, not a surgical candidate for anything, I do not need this... I already had - TWICE - in the uterus, what they thought was cancer, turned out to be benign, and just recently had the mammogram, and now getting this?  I perform the self-examination all the time, and I feel no lumps, no nothing, nada, nix, nothing! But yet, they now see it on the X-Ray? I can almost "swear" their machine was in "malfunction junction" (or wished it was) ... Do I get a Time Out here? I am a nervous wreck right now, just a few more days, and I do not even WANT to go. As far as I am concerned, "if" they do find something, they are not going to be able to really do anything anyway. I fail to see the point here. My body physically is breaking down, while my spirit is high, strong willed, but the toil of everything has moved on its own destructive path. All I see it doing is adding more stress upon me, putting me into an emotional upheaval. I'm just a young, nearing at middle age. I'm about ready to throw in the towel.
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