Not everthing is going to show up on the mri's, I just feel Dr's should know this, ugh..

Depression is a nightmare, completely takes over your whole life, many people do not understand, "Just pick yourself up..." well, if someone could, they would! they need help and understanding.

This may help, I was waking up ever single night in such terror, shaking, a huge wave of panic went through my body, it also happened when I was nodding off...a friend of mine suggested Rescue Remedy, I put 5 drops in water in the evening and I swear I don't wake up in terror, a miracle...it just stopped, maybe it's a coincidence but it stopped the night I started taking the RR.

Yesterday, I saw my 2 PT's and an OT who said my eyes are "abnormal, more than we thought"....sat and cried right in front of her, I swear they feel as though they are bouncing around, I cannot stand it, severe headaches...ugh...I am uber emotional now, have to lie down in the dark for 2 hours because of these headaches....I told the OT something is terribly wrong..my brain....

I asked her..."Can I work out yet?"...No, "Can I start hiking up hill in rough terrain?"...nope..( I knew what that answer was going to be, but thought I'd try!!) I feel like a completely different person going day by day getting nothing done.

Having a very bad day, sorry to go on, this is about you, not me, I know I have to be positive but it's so tough, thank God for this forum, feel better...hugs to all..