I am sorry you are going through such a rough time Allanira. I understand about the judgement, like many of us do. I hate that at 46, I had to stop working because of this wonderful disease

One good thing about that is the judgement passed down on me from my bosses is over. Oh, they are probably saying things about me now since my STD and LTD appeals were finally approved, but at least I am not there to hear or see it. I have had this for 23 years and some things never change, no matter what I say or do.
I hope this current flare calms down soon and I hope you can get some sleep tonight.
Nanc