I am sorry you are going through such a rough time Allanira. I understand about the judgement, like many of us do. I hate that at 46, I had to stop working because of this wonderful disease One good thing about that is the judgement passed down on me from my bosses is over. Oh, they are probably saying things about me now since my STD and LTD appeals were finally approved, but at least I am not there to hear or see it. I have had this for 23 years and some things never change, no matter what I say or do.

I hope this current flare calms down soon and I hope you can get some sleep tonight.

Nanc

My flares usually last about a week so it should end soon. I finally got the meds situation figured out and I am back on the Lyrica. I am also on a neurological supplement, and a ketamine compound cream. The cream makes my skin feel weird as in not quite dry but not lotiony either. I am hoping that by the end of next week I will have all the meds consentrated enough in my bloodstream that they will start working. Ok I think my lo is asleep (I really really hope so). My oldest is in bed and I really want to be also.