i was a loner before the injury but was well liked. now everyone is gone. due to my abi i did have hallucinations and acted bizarrely the first few months but geez, you are friends with somone a lifetime and you dessert them just like that? not one or two or three but all my childhood friends desserted me. its what hurts most. i picture them at their childrens' baptism communion and birthday parties and i'm not there and it rips my insides to pieces and drives me to despair.
my girlfriend is more social but i was the one with all the friends and with them being lost it is just me and her. and the cat.