What will it take
How is this allowed
I cannot say or do anything
I must stay strong
I have to be subjected to more
heart ache and pain
Physical and mental
The vicious cycle of
Addicition
Why oh why is this process
for her so so difficult
I don't get it
Why can't it be a working on progression
Slowly step by step
I offered her a place to stay until
she can get a routine going
No
What happened she hooked up with
a fellow addict at her job
She has been let go of her job
She has reached the age of my entering AA
a place where you will not be judged
by true fellow addicts
It is a burden for me to take Meds
It is a way of life for myself
A easy target
Govenor of my state concerned about
the fight against prescription drugs and the
abundance of herion use in this area
And we hear about all the "stars" passing
from the misuse of drugs
Why is it so complicated for some to
get sober
I hate
yes I know impeccable with my words
I hate that I am so ill I have to be a slave
to very strong addictive medicines
In school
My child exposed to the drugs I take
is the new street drug

How much more must I have to endure
I had enough already
Will I ever get the chance to live
Walk truely walk again
Just my luck
I would need a miricle
A true miricle

I am not a happy individual
I am lonely
The so called friends dwindled
I am unable to change many things
But can accept the trials and tribulations
To one day be free from having to fight
all the demons away
To be a grandmother oh sweet Brother
thank you for carrying me when I couldn't walk anymore
My anger must subside
I must give over what I cannot handle
I must
Me