she will be reinstated on my short lived private insurance
April and my Angel is to take the anti-depressant
should i begin and not know what will happen
i called the number behind the Medicare card and asked
what do i do when my primary ends
she said because i'm in the system
to call the first of April and i and my child
will be covered
i'm going to have to call the number again
i'm confused
will the meds be covered
i can't have her start some med that will cause withdrawal
nor myself for that matter
to go into uncharted waters
frighting
the program is helping
but put on the back burner
her dad is on vacation and was her ride
and Father you know
there isn't anyone else
this is not a good thing
needs to be seen by shrink in a month
he's not back till the 12th
e v e r y t h i n g just s u c k s in this
very important situation
and what Father
i'm not to worry for us
leaving ALL up to You
have My Faith be put in Your
hands is what i am not doing
there is always something terrible
is on its way
it's just the way it is
it is what it is
i am to be grateful in everything
i am in it is
what a way to live
with a gray cloud over ones
my shrinks says
"one thing for certain"
no lie
"you just haven't gotten a break"
and
"they need you"
this i know
there is no option
now this new situation
what happens when i loose my insurance
and my job
my livelihood is finite
i will try not to be sad
let me Trust
i rebuke any evil that is
penetrating and invading our life
in Jesus name
come into my heart
be thankful for your family eva