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Originally Posted by canagirl
Hi
I constantly feel like I'm in a bad dream. That this is magically going to go away. I'm in denial. I build up this wall of denial that lasts for a few or a few days then it comes crashing down and I'm hysterical again.
I just want it to end.
I don't know what to di with myself anymore...
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All I can say is that I know what you are going through. I felt like my life was a nightmare for a long time. I'd hold it together for a few days at a time despite the pain and then fall apart again. I felt like I was unrecognizable (emotionally) to myself and like lunatic. I couldn't see what the point of living was if a person has to suffer like this.
As far as the wall of denial... I don't think its denial. It's hope. That is very different.
Please be hopeful.