Thread Tools Display Modes
Prev Previous Post   Next Post Next
Old 07-16-2015, 09:16 AM #13
Healthgirl Healthgirl is offline
Member
 
Join Date: Dec 2014
Posts: 791
10 yr Member
Healthgirl Healthgirl is offline
Member
 
Join Date: Dec 2014
Posts: 791
10 yr Member
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by canagirl View Post
Hi

I constantly feel like I'm in a bad dream. That this is magically going to go away. I'm in denial. I build up this wall of denial that lasts for a few or a few days then it comes crashing down and I'm hysterical again.

I just want it to end.

I don't know what to di with myself anymore...
All I can say is that I know what you are going through. I felt like my life was a nightmare for a long time. I'd hold it together for a few days at a time despite the pain and then fall apart again. I felt like I was unrecognizable (emotionally) to myself and like lunatic. I couldn't see what the point of living was if a person has to suffer like this.

As far as the wall of denial... I don't think its denial. It's hope. That is very different.
Please be hopeful.
Healthgirl is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
"Thanks for this!" says:
canagirl (07-17-2015), DejaVu (07-19-2015), Diandra (07-16-2015), EnglishDave (07-16-2015), hopeful (07-16-2015), janieg (07-16-2015), KnowNothingJon (07-16-2015)
 


Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off


Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Don't know how to feel SamL Multiple Sclerosis 14 06-30-2013 03:36 PM
New member - Post Concussive Syndrome - Feel lost McMurphy New Member Introductions 11 02-10-2012 09:00 PM
post concussion-- feel hopeless? leah20 New Member Introductions 2 11-08-2011 01:22 AM
How Does Everyone Feel? SallyC Multiple Sclerosis 152 08-01-2011 06:43 PM
To Feel or Not to Feel-That is the Question! Friend2U Multiple Sclerosis 26 02-19-2008 05:25 PM


All times are GMT -5. The time now is 05:45 PM.


Powered by vBulletin • Copyright ©2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.

vBulletin Optimisation provided by vB Optimise (Lite) - vBulletin Mods & Addons Copyright © 2025 DragonByte Technologies Ltd.
 

NeuroTalk Forums

Helping support those with neurological and related conditions.

 

The material on this site is for informational purposes only,
and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment
provided by a qualified health care provider.


Always consult your doctor before trying anything you read here.