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Originally Posted by RSD ME
my dear eva, i am so sorry you have had cancer and emphysema on top of all the other problems you are dealing with. but thank goodness you are there for your grandchild and thank goodness you are here for me. i need someone to help me stay strong while i try to deal with my own issues. i will pray that your test results show that everything is fine. you have to be okay and that's that. for your grandchild, me and all the people that you have helped here at NT. you make a positive difference in peoples lives and you matter. i am sending healing prayers and big hugs your way.  |
My dear sweet friend
Today you are my angel
It is your warm loving words that
help me see I am true to me
And it help you me and anybody going through a tough time
It's one thing to have our own difficulties
It another when others trample on you over and over
when I open my heart home and comfort when one needs it
I know in my heart you understand the sadness I feel
Trying to wake my daughter yesterday
To see Eva playing by herself when checking up on them
Just got a call my youngest nor her father or my eldest know
while in the hospital she was seen by a pulmonary dr
And a call came in from the dr office about a appointment with them tomorrow
NOBODY KNOWS ABOUT THIS
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
I AM JUST BROKEN
NOBODY EVEN KNOWS
SHE HAS SOMETHING GOING ON
AND NOBODY ASKED QUESTIONS WHEN SHE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL
BROKEN
I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ANY OF THIS
MAKE NO MISTAKE
THIS WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THE CASE IF I WAS INVOLVED
I HAVE GONE THROUGH ENOUGH IN MY LIFETIME OF BEING IN THE HOSPITAL
BROKEN