if i could cuddle you i would,(cuddle is like a hug just with much more meaning)
im not here to encourage you to read a book,just to pass on my heart felt thoughts and feelings
its 30 years since i lost my brother and not quite 1 year since my father died..
i would love to say i have found all the answers to life's strange and sometimes very very empty hurtfull questions but then i would have to admit i'm a long way from that.
i could also say "i should have" or "i could have" but then "could i" or "should i"
if nothing else this year has taught me "i couldn't" and "i shouldn't"
"does it make it any easier?" .. for me, and probably everyone else that would be a "no"
but to feel that you are not alone in these thoughts and feelings ,for me, makes the world of difference.
tomorrows a new day,a new beginning, may your memories live with you, try not to let them be your life..

big cuddles


steash