Hi crytears!! I just read all the posts here, was lost until I read that you had edited your first post.... But, I just wanted to chime in and say that I hope you feel welcome here.

You have had so much sadness in your life... It just isn't right, but I hope you feel like part of the NeuroTalk family, b/c you are.

I'm sorry if I have missed some of your posts. This place is huge, so please know that this is your home away from home, even if we are just one big CYBER family.
Some members have been fortunate to meet and form personal bonds, which I think is great... But, we can all come here and laugh, cry, vent, and just speak our minds. I find it really helpful esp when I'm down....

Glad to see you are feeling a little better....
take care.....