Me too, but I thought I wasn't in denial, guess I was. Need a wheelchair now, called insurance, a wheelchair person came and measured me to have custom chair made, will take awhile! Had Canadian crutches, walker ready before need but as DH says, he's been telling me for a year, get a wheelchair. Luckily I could afford a break-down less expensive travel power chair and can use it in house until I get the other. Like to think I'm ready for anything, but I wasn't. But like going to AA, I can say "Hi, I'm Kicker and I'm PP." But I needed a wheelchair sooner, not later.