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Old 01-21-2010, 01:08 AM
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Teeth I want to thank you all... for your help...

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Originally Posted by bobber View Post
Kim,Vanna, Kathy
So sorry to hear,,I dont hand around alot of people and you can count my true friends[ones who are there for you and love you by actions }on less than one hand,,we have alot of affiliations,but people mistake them for frends....Its bad enough that i can physical see the disease getting worse,,its the relentless pain that i cant stand,,I have gotton short with my loved ones and feel like dieing at times,,,RSD in the joints is the worst pain for me,,remember kim,,,,,,,,if someone truly loves you [anyone can say the word.talk is cheap,as my dad used to say,,dont tell me,,show me] they will love you unconditionally,,,[see my posts in the pet section,,,my pet cat, trully loves me,although she is in pain,,she doesnt let her pain get in the way of her love for me,and she continues to do her daily normal routine,day after day,,because she trully loves me,,,,I have to do the same ,,,,,we all do,,,,much love to you kim,,youve been a good friend to this forum,as well as a few others,,,,,,,,bobber
Hello kim, Loretta, kathy, Bobber, Vanna...

I so enjoyed everything you all shared with me... Your advice was great and thanks to you..I feel better as you validated my request and feelings..as you mentioned..I did write to my girlfriend .. placing my feelings in an e-mail..thinking..what do I have to lose..besides I am feeling so sad and in the dumper..I gotz to get it out... well let me say I got a large note back which trully came down to..she is feeling very guilty for being distant due to he work and that time has been of the esence.. she also said she realized this time has been really hard on me but it has been hard on her also... she cares a bunch..so I feel better..I guess my thought is I am so emotional right now due to my health and job exit due to RSD.... I am so needy... but I never want exaust my support system... I am always afraid I may do just that... it is not our fault that we have such a nasty illness but our friends are volunteers and I hate to distance ourselves due to the constant negativity in our pain levels and dead end treatments... I want to say thanks to each of you...I feel amazingly better now and I will keep you all in my prayers.. Thank goodness we have eachother!!! Sleep tight...

Hugz... KS
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