Hello kim, Loretta, kathy, Bobber, Vanna...

I so enjoyed everything you all shared with me... Your advice was great and thanks to you..I feel better as you validated my request and feelings..as you mentioned..I did write to my girlfriend .. placing my feelings in an e-mail..thinking..what do I have to lose..besides I am feeling so sad and in the dumper..I gotz to get it out... well let me say I got a large note back which trully came down to..she is feeling very guilty for being distant due to he work and that time has been of the esence.. she also said she realized this time has been really hard on me but it has been hard on her also... she cares a bunch..so I feel better..I guess my thought is I am so emotional right now due to my health and job exit due to RSD.... I am so needy... but I never want exaust my support system... I am always afraid I may do just that... it is not our fault that we have such a nasty illness but our friends are volunteers and I hate to distance ourselves due to the constant negativity in our pain levels and dead end treatments... I want to say thanks to each of you...I feel amazingly better now and I will keep you all in my prayers.. Thank goodness we have eachother!!! Sleep tight...

Hugz... KS