Dear Kim, Rochelle, and All,
I hear all of ya loud and clear! This RSD is not for the faint of heart or the weak people as we are very strong to be able to go through this mess. Please hang in there and try to believe that whenever something bad happens to you it happens for a reason. We have no reason why (and wish it would go away fast) but leave it up to God (or whomever you believe in) and try to look at the positive things (I know they are few and far in between). They may not happen right away but as times goes by and you are done grieving all your losses there will be things that you can do even if small and try to be glad you can do them. Take it one day at a time and pray and laugh each day and you will be fine. I don't know why God allows all of this suffering to happen but I know He has something wonderful planned for me...I can feel it in my bones!
Take care,
kathy d