Dear Meg

it is hard to know what to say.

you want meds.

you don't want doctors.

i hear you. the problem is, you can't get the one you want without the other. can you just see the "doctors" as a gateway to meds and feeling better? i'm sorry you've had bad experiences with them. perhaps try a new person. i've had some good ones with whom i did not feel judged or disrespected.

i want you get help. i am hearing that you want help. you need a professional right now, even if you don't want one. please do what you need to do... see a doctor or go to a hospital, to get your meds, even if you'd prefer not to.



~ waves ~