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Wisest Elder Ever
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: cajun country, lafayette Louisiana
Posts: 24,238
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Wisest Elder Ever
Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: cajun country, lafayette Louisiana
Posts: 24,238
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Originally Posted by Mari
Dear Bizi,
I don't see this as childish. I see this as hypo -- which is part of bipolar and not related to being childish or self indulgent.
You need to have 2 serious conversations with your tdoc and pdoc.
They seem to be blaming you for not taking enough responsibility. 
Does either one of them understand bipolar?
This is so totally not your fault. You have taken responsibility by seeking them out for treatment.
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I am sorry if I have the wrong impression about my health care team, yes my pdoc tells me that I have to deal with my behavior that meds won't fix everything, tells me to call her when I need her and my tdoc is very supportive....i think they understand bipolar....?
The excessive drinking is an acting out sort of thing. So was over eating
I am the one judging myself.
When I am hypo I can act like a 2 year old......acting out, lashing out if you will. pleasure seeking, getting over stimulated, too much computer, too much....I over drank last night and could not sleep, I knew that I had an appointment not until late in the day. and jeff did not get home until 6am! I was still awake. He had a great trip over all. I am tired this morning should try to get some more sleep. Think I will try.
bizi
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Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer.....
Happiness is a decision....
150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night
I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
Last edited by bizi; 09-27-2010 at 03:18 PM.
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