I know exactly what everyone means. My employer still don't get it. I pretend there is nothing wrong because I hear "well, I am just as tired as you are." "you look fine to me." I have decided to go back to the way I was before I was diagnosed. It was easier even when on the inside I was in constant turmoil and crying without anyone seeing the tears. I wouldn't be surprised that holding everything in for so long is what actually brought this on since I have just been diagnosed. I decided I would do what I could and if I get tired I will just keep it to myself until I can rest. Just because you look fine on the outside doesn't mean the inside is doing just as well. I don't want to be sick and lay around all the time. I am afraid that will only make matters worse and I will lose the use of my muscles (atrophy). People are beginning to think I am lazy because I was very active. Oh well, can't change what people want to think nor how I feel, so I guess I will just have to keep on trucking or absolutely collaspe. busybusy