Me too Doydie. How I miss that Adrenaline rush, but do you know..... I hadn't even realised how much I missed it until I read your post.

I worked in Critical Care, and was also seconded to the University teaching student nurses. They both fulfilled me in different ways, but I loved it.

Like others, I deal with each new challenge as it occurs and I do not think ahead about things that may not happen. As some-one who was diagnosed nearly 35 years ago, this attitude has worked well for me for the past 35 years, and I know it will continue to work for me for the next 35ish years (God willing).