Oh ~waves~ how really awful!

I know how it feels to have no privileges. I work at a library, & on 1 system the volunteers can do more than I can. I've been there 10 yrs & have a PhD, but my job is only part-time. Their equivalent of a consult. Just shows how stupid (right, childish) they are, to waste your ability. ((((HUGS)))). I wish it didn't hurt so, but I know it does.

I can also imagine being at that company party. Been there. Hated it. Now that I'm on a mood stabilizer that works really well, I don't cry quite so much. <grin> But I wish I could have been there for you, because I know what those empty crowds are like. Thing is, there ARE people in this world who would enjoy hanging out with you! We do, here--right?!

& Bobby has a good idea there: Maybe there IS one nice person in that heap of jerks. Maybe someone who would be totally relieved to find another soul who doesn't fit in with the idiots.

Hope that migraine goes away soon.

In any case, please remember we're coming by here with ears to listen & arms to (((((((HUG HUG HUG)))))) so keep coming back.