Waves,
Here's my score on him. My numbers might be far off.
For Cognitive Therapy he might get a 7 or 6 out of 10. For supportive therapy he might get an 8. I think for meds he gets a 9 out of 10.
Of course he takes input from you. He can read your moods and needs as well as a person not you can but he checks with you. You case is complicated and you would not allow a new guy/gal to give you quick facile answers. The current pdoc and you have developed a short hand that serves you for now.
When you feel more settled and you get information on a very good pdoc in a good location, you will be ready for a change.
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Originally Posted by waves
and in one particular case he left me in a state of delusional fear and went on vacation. when one is delusional one does not "figure it out" until later, so one does not think "oh, I need to take some Zyprexa!" that time it could have got worse. fortunately, some of the triggers disappeared, and it remitted after a few weeks. no thanks to him though.
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For him to leave you to yourself totally stinks.
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after that i have been sort of waiting for Godot ... something to force me to change. but seeing him free i do not feel like i can quit and then go back.
so while on the one hand i am relieved, i also feel stuck.
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I understand your stuck-ness feeling right now. I think you will feel unstuck at the right time. Get yourself in a better place and things will open up for you.
M.