Jenn,
Welcome to the forum/family. I also am here to tell you that you're not going crazy!
Here you'll find people who understand this monster. We all share common symptoms but also vary in other ways. Here you can learn things, talk to understanding folks, hell even scream and vent and we'll understand and lend you advice and even steer you in the right directions if we can.
I'm so sorry for your battle with this monster but at least you found us...