Dear Bizi
Quote:
Originally Posted by bizi
The plant idea is a good one. You used to have one I remember.
Yes the yoga class would be good for you. Was the class that you referred to about education course work? YOu are in such a fragile state of mind, this does sound....can't even put a word to it.
sounds awful.
Be careful with yourself. Don't push yourself too hard.
Maybe you can get out side and take deep breaths, are you guys still airing out the apartment?
sending some calming thoughts your way.
((((HUGS))))
bizi
|
i don't like to leave the house.
We air out the apartment every day. the heating sometimes bothers me so since it is not freezing cold yet during the day i sometimes leave the windows open and a vent on for an hour or so. changes the air out really well. sometimes i do it more than once.
i still have a plant, my Zamioculcas. but i think she is dying slowly. my mom says it is a natural cycle and that they don't live forever. i guess i always thought the plants that don't die every year (annuals) or 2 could live forever? sigh. i think it is because of its conditions.... i can't provide good enough lighting for it in this apartment. also it's pot has got too small and mom blows her top when i talk about another transplant... i don't know what is worse, silently watching the plant suffer or trying again to get mom to help me transplant (i've tried and failed a few times already). sigh. the house is *FILLED* with her plants and she keeps buying more. i need to transplant the only one i have, which she gave me, and she freaks out.
i hope my dad really does come through with a local yoga class.
~ waves ~