It sounds like you are feeling more positive? You know how you think he is a wonderful man it sounds like he thinks you are a wonderful women. I was thinking of this post in relation to myself. I feel with conditions like this not only does it impact depression,anxiety,but also self esteem. I know it is hard to not focus on what this can or has taken away but if one can start to focus on the goals and things they have and can accomplish. There is a lot I can't do but I am trying to find things I can. Sometimes I guess it is about doing things in a different way but still have fufillment and joy. Ok sorry for this little novel. Stay strong and keep us updated