Sparky! Yes, I remember you! Ahhh, I'm so sorry to hear something crummy has happened to you. Wish I had an easy answer for dealing with stuff. Sometimes all I am able to do is lean on the Lord and wait for it to be over. You don't want to hear any platitudes, I know. But you're in a good place here, surrounded by people who care. And it WILL get better. It won't rain always.