Oh yes the trips to the er 1st one was recommended by 1 of my doc's as no one could see me and the urgent cares in my areas don't "treat pain". so in both cases I was forced to the E.R. And I wpuld explain taht to my doctor as well. I have tried Neurontin it's generic form is Gabapentin, and the side effets for me were horrendous.
And unfortunately I have showed him information. And he has gone to 1 appt where they put lidocain patches on. I still can't believe he said he was upset because "what if" something really bad happened to him how is he supposed tpo take care of me?......he doesn't seem to get it that something REALLY bad has already happened to ME. But then he has said this was my fault in the first place. Said that if I hadn't been in the E.R. it wouldn't have happened........

I think this is close to over. I need someone who can support, love, and take care of me when I need it the most. He seems to either no9t get how bad this is or is pretending it isn't. Either that or his video games and online friends are truly more important to him.....this is seriously the last thing I needed. I don't even have enought money to move out if I wanted to..