Hi bizi;

Im sorry to hear your feeling so down about the drinking and diet. I think its really great you have this insight about yourself and the honesty. To me its sounds like you know yourself -- and fell down for a bit. ...I wouldnt beat yourself up over it-- we all fall short of goals and what we should or shouldnt do eat and drink etc... I think the key is get yourself back to the goals you set. I hope you can pick yourself up and re-set your new goals again.Again im really an impressed with your honesty and insight that shows your have alot of fortitude. I hope you start feeling better soon!!