I'm not angry, over all, Jena, although I do have my moments.
I've lived with MS all of my adult life and am now 66.
, so I have been through the emotional gambit...the fear, the anger, the acceptance and the happy moments too. I fell in love, married, and raised a family, all while dealing with MS.
Yes I've been angry at the extra burden I've been, how did Chris put it, FORCED to endure throughtout my life, but I've had a good life and inspite of MS, I still am enjoying it....mostly.
Anger is not always a bad thing, Jena, if used to make you stronger and find new ways to be loving and giving. Even Pride, if it means you are happy with your accomplishments, through the pain of MS.
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Originally Posted by jena1225
These are such great posts, and it seems as though a lot of us has had some very deep thoughts, realizations, etc...
However, I do think that we are able to live with this disease without such contempt for it, and for life itself. It is sad to hear how very angry and depressed some are  There really is help and resources out there that I believe we can truely benefit from.
I am also at the declining point and trying to find that acceptance, and it is so hard. Although I have never felt that deep anger, I do have my pity parties! |