These are such great posts, and it seems as though a lot of us has had some very deep thoughts, realizations, etc...

However, I do think that we are able to live with this disease without such contempt for it, and for life itself. It is sad to hear how very angry and depressed some are There really is help and resources out there that I believe we can truely benefit from.

I am also at the declining point and trying to find that acceptance, and it is so hard. Although I have never felt that deep anger, I do have my pity parties!