May I Ask, Do You Feel It Is In Your Best Interest To Take The Medications That Make You So Sick? I Am Of The Belief That Each Of Us Can And Should Do What Is Best For Ourselves And No Doctor Can Tell Us Differently. If It Shortens Your Life, But Makes Your Life Of A Better Quality, Than You And You Alone, Should Make That Choice. So Many People Do 'what The Doctor Says' And I Disagree Strongly. Doctors Go By The Book [sometimes I Wonder What Book??], An Individual Goes By Their Own Emotional And Physical Self. You Also Start To Feel That The Doctor And The Illness Are In Control Of Your Life, And When You Feel You Have Gotten To That Point, Where The Illness Owns You And You No Longer Own It, Then You Get Discouraged To The Point Of Taking Your Own Life ... I Guess To Get The Control Back. So, Do What Is Right For You And Keep Sharing Your Burden. We Have All Had Those Thoughts. Joan