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Yellowfever 12-01-2009 03:11 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BlueMajo (Post 593489)
I dont know if it is a panic, a fear, a depression or a mix of all attack but this sucks...

I feel sad like hell, I cant stop crying... I literally feel my sould getting out of me... I want to believe God is listening me but I keep feeling nasty... And my fear about the future is here :(

I dont know what to do... I cant think properly... Cant pray properly...

I want to stay alone but at the same time need a mom hug...

Crap... I think is hormonal :mad:

Dear Blue,

That is some scary stuff. It will pass. I will put you in my pray locket. God does hear you. He always know what you are going through. I see this as a possible way making you stronger.

I know what you mean by a mom hug. To have that comfort. Those are always the best hugs. I am weird. I sometimes want my daddy to hold me like I am his little girl again. I want that security. And I am a full grown woman. I miss that nurture.

I think there is no wrong way to pray Blue. I think God hears your prayers loud and clear.

Sharla

MandaC 12-01-2009 08:08 PM

always here for you...

BlueMajo 12-01-2009 08:30 PM

Thank you sweeties ((((((((HUGS))))))))

Im in a cyber-café now...

(((Bizi))) I simply dont know how to stop being strong with me... :( I have always hated me... I feel everything that has happened to me is because of my own faults... I hate me ! :mad: :(

(((thelonely))) Those hugs feel so good... I dont know if you will find this weird, but you make me smile everytime I read you... :hug: You look like a very funny person to me :) Love ya ! :hug:

(((Sharla))) & (((Manda))) You are too kind and sweet. Thanks.

Im feeling... better today... I little grumpy... like... blah you know... I couldnt find my phone and I was upset like hell... :rolleyes: Oh well... silly mood I hate...

Tomorrow I have to go to school again... :mad: I... I... Im very mad... yesterday was the graduation exam of a lab-mate... she is... pretty lazy... she never paid attention to her project.... she didnt reply to the questions the phDs did to her !! and guess what... she received honors !!!! :mad::mad::mad::mad: I mean.... even our boss was quiet... When I graduated in march, she gave a speech to me and my parents which she didnt give yersterday... but the university simply gave the honors like for... hum... protocol maybe, dont know... But Im mad... I dont know how important in a curriculum honors are but... darn them...

Alright, will stop the venting here....

Thanks for listening !!

Love you all ! :hug:

bizi 12-01-2009 08:55 PM

glad that you have internet access!
yippee!
bizi:)

thelonely1 12-01-2009 11:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BlueMajo (Post 595495)
Those hugs feel so good... I dont know if you will find this weird, but you make me smile everytime I read you... :hug: You look like a very funny person to me :) Love ya ! :hug:

Love you too Blue! :hug: (By the way, your replies to my posts always make me smile too. :))

And you don't have to stop venting; vent as much as you want to! It feels good dosen't it?
:hissyfit: :Soapbox: :mf_swordfight: :mf_argue:
(Some of those smilies don't fit, but it's all I could find :Dunno:)

You and I both have to stop being so hard on ourselves, okay? Startiiiinnng..... NOW! Not everything in the world is our fault. Okay?

:hug: :hug: :hug:
Thank you for sharing:Heart:
Take care

BlueMajo 12-02-2009 09:48 PM

(((((((Bizi))))))))

(((((((thelonely))))) HAhaha ! loved the smilies !!! I love ALL of them... those things can really make me laugh ! :)

Wait, so, now you are innocent huh ??? LOL, I found that really awesome ! :hug:

thelonely1 12-03-2009 12:18 AM

Yep, I'm innocent because, as I said last night....
Quote:

Originally Posted by thelonely1 (Post 595544)
Not everything in the world is our fault.

..... and you are innocent to!

I'm glad I could make you laugh!

Have a good night's sleep Blue

Dmom3005 12-03-2009 06:48 PM

Blue
Thinking of you. Just as the new member thread said.

I'm here for you.

Donna:grouphug:


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