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Old 01-24-2010, 06:04 PM #1
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Default Argh, feeling crazy at the moment...

What's this ??

I feel angry, sad, confused, excited and tired at the same time...

It is the first time in my life I accept to feel crazy... this worry me...

Im not taking any medicine...

I...

I... I cant even express... what Im feeling... I hate everything that suround me in this moment...

I hate the music I liked yesterday, I hate the food I liked yesterday... I... argh... Im mad... I feel like punching (does that verb exist ?) a pillow (instead of killing somebody and get me more trouble !!)

I hate my home, my life...

My head feels weird...

I hate the fact, for example, that Im mad like crazy and my father can only offer me food and ask stupid things instead of taking me to the psychiatrist... I cant belive I look normal... doesnt he realise ??

I feel so confused !!! gosh

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Old 01-24-2010, 06:26 PM #2
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Dear blue,
you need to see a doctor you must insist about this....Maybe you can print off some information about bipolar then have him read it...would that help?
I am sorry you are having a mixed mood day
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((((Bizi))))

It is definetely a mixed state right ??
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sure sounds like it...you would probably benefit from a mood stabilizer....
First off you need to see a psychiatrist!
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Dear Majo,
It might be a mixed state.

If your father won't take you to a psychiatrist, get someone else to take you.


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Blue, I agree with Beth and Mari.
You do seem to be in a mixed state now.
Why don't you go yourself? You are the one who will need to talk to the doctor, nobody can help you there.
Try. The experience could be very empowering.
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I'm hoping you are doing better tonight. And please get yourself some
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Wow,

This was freaking !!!

I dont think Ive ever had a mixed state before !! just, depression and mania... This was horrendous !!!

Phew... and it lasted like 2 days... horrible.

Im feeling little better... Im taking vitamins and minerals... and, I feel less paranoid...

I know I need help... and hope to get it soon

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Keep us updated on when you get some help.

Sending some hugs and good thoughts.

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