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01-24-2010, 06:04 PM | #1 | |||
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What's this ??
I feel angry, sad, confused, excited and tired at the same time... It is the first time in my life I accept to feel crazy... this worry me... Im not taking any medicine... I... I... I cant even express... what Im feeling... I hate everything that suround me in this moment... I hate the music I liked yesterday, I hate the food I liked yesterday... I... argh... Im mad... I feel like punching (does that verb exist ?) a pillow (instead of killing somebody and get me more trouble !!) I hate my home, my life... My head feels weird... I hate the fact, for example, that Im mad like crazy and my father can only offer me food and ask stupid things instead of taking me to the psychiatrist... I cant belive I look normal... doesnt he realise ?? I feel so confused !!! gosh thanks for reading |
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01-24-2010, 06:26 PM | #2 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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Dear blue,
you need to see a doctor you must insist about this....Maybe you can print off some information about bipolar then have him read it...would that help? I am sorry you are having a mixed mood day ((((HUGS)))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-24-2010, 07:12 PM | #4 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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sure sounds like it...you would probably benefit from a mood stabilizer....
First off you need to see a psychiatrist! bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-25-2010, 02:13 AM | #5 | |||
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Dear Majo,
It might be a mixed state. If your father won't take you to a psychiatrist, get someone else to take you. M. |
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01-25-2010, 04:08 AM | #6 | |||
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Blue, I agree with Beth and Mari.
You do seem to be in a mixed state now. Why don't you go yourself? You are the one who will need to talk to the doctor, nobody can help you there. Try. The experience could be very empowering.
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My blog: I started to write so I could keep a track on my thoughts. This particular Lupus flare has turned my life on its head. Although I am pretty content with this enforced solitude, I have a constant dialogue going on within myself. So I thought I'd write it all down. . I hope you enjoy reading it when you can. |
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01-27-2010, 10:36 PM | #9 | |||
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Magnate
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Wow,
This was freaking !!! I dont think Ive ever had a mixed state before !! just, depression and mania... This was horrendous !!! Phew... and it lasted like 2 days... horrible. Im feeling little better... Im taking vitamins and minerals... and, I feel less paranoid... I know I need help... and hope to get it soon Thank you ! |
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