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03-29-2010, 07:34 AM | #121 | |||
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i wish i knew what more to say or had some suggestions for you... i feel so useless but i wanted to let you know i care, and send you a big hug anyway, i hope that is ok.
(((MEGAHUG))) love ~ waves ~ |
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03-29-2010, 11:03 PM | #122 | |||
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(((((HUGS)))))
bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | Brokenfriend (03-30-2010), mymorgy (03-30-2010) |
03-31-2010, 07:27 AM | #125 | |||
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thanks...i seem to be feeling worse....now I am haunted how my parents psychologically used to beat me up. I am also dreading the doctor's appointment on the fourteenth. i have been sobbing a lot...almost crying...also i have been angry a lot...and isolating myself...and not sleeping much...
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"Thanks for this!" says: | waves (03-31-2010) |
03-31-2010, 10:01 AM | #127 | |||
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you sound miserable bobby,
what has helped you thru these rough places before.... (((((HUGS))))) bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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03-31-2010, 02:10 PM | #128 | |||
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God....time...i just took a bubble bath...that often helps..i just tried calling an old friend but he changed his cell phone so now i can't reach him...rats...
then i figure it is good that i felt the pain of how badly my parents beat me up...how else will i heal? also i came to the conclusion a few days ago it isn't good to think about death...when you are near death you will be prepared...when you aren't..your thoughts are distorted... bobby |
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03-31-2010, 02:30 PM | #129 | |||
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can i share something with you that helped me / is helping me tremendously, insofar as sleep quality, anxiety and overall mood? maybe it could help you too... something to think about anyway: i used to be a ferocious coffee drinker. i backed off somewhat when i started the benzo taper. but when i got messed up because of ripping out too much benzo too soon (depression, fatigue, insomnia, poor quality sleep, plethora of anxious symptoms including attacks + depersonalization + derealization + misc. physical symptoms) i totally quit caffeinated anything. no coffee no tea no nothing. i started sleeping more, but not only, i started sleeping WELL. and actually felt CALM like i hadn't other than on Zyprexa but this was even better. i had moments of peace, not just calm, you know? i was incredulous because i never took any heed when some people would tell me to try quitting caffeine totally - i am an avid coffeeholic. i always figured, if i didn't have any past mid-afternoon, it wouldn't interfere with my sleep, right? WRONG. after i stabilized i went back to moderate levels of coffee and after a few days saw a dramatic change in sleep... produced a fatigue-insomnia-poor-sleep type thing, that also made me irritable all day. well so now i basically have NO caffeine for the first several days after i reduce my dose... and no more than a half cup of coffee with caffeine (i pad it with decaf, and drink full decaf the rest of the time). sometimes only 1/4 caf. i know you are not in a taper or anything like that. but all i am thinking is, since anxiety and sleep are two big issues... possibly pulling out all or most of the caffeine you have (i am assuming you still drink caffeinated coffee? i know you used to...). even if you think you are used to it... i was too. but boy... the difference is amazing. anyway. something to consider. i hope you will though, i think it's worth a shot. mind you, i still love my coffee - i didn't have any at first, but then started having decaf. it is possible to get good decaf, whether you brew it or have instant. take care sweetie. love ~ waves ~ |
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03-31-2010, 03:13 PM | #130 | |||
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how can i give up my coffee and caffeine...my favorite inanimate thing in life...you are right... i have to try decaf...ugh..nightmares.
love you bobby |
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