Dear Blue

hehe. you made me chuckle with this. thank you.

i will try not to push it. or rather, i will try to push it only gently. i.e not overdo the pushing.

~ waves ~

if i were balanced enough, i'd still have a job.

i've burned four jobs total.
and i've burned EVERY SINGLE job in the past 7 years, plus one class.

that is not subjective. it is not my opinion. it is fact.

i am not balanced enough.

Waves
Your too hard on yourself.

Sometimes it takes time to get answers. I should know it took way
to long for me to get answers for my gallbladder. It wont take as
long a time for you to get your answers.

Donna

need to track my dosages...

seeing as i don't know if the breathing stuff could possibly be Zoloft related i am adding it here too so i have the 2 things together. i'll forget otherwise.

Wed 4 Aug - 50mg (day 4)
... evening + night, breathing/chest problems (other thread)

Thur 5 Aug - 50mg (day 5)
... afternoon, breathing/chest problems

Fri 6 Aug - skip (0mg)
... out of breath on effort, sl. tightness but improved

Sat 7 Aug - 25mg
... out of breath on effort but better than Fri
... sx coincided with caffeine peak but also with activity, so hard to tell what's what.

Sun 8 Aug - 50mg (day 1)
... tbd

~ waves ~

on waking noticed teeth clenched (~ 6 hours after dose)

before sleep foot doing a jig again (~ 1 hour after dose - ie long before peak)

slept well but not a lot.

trying not to have caffeine today... if i cna remain conscious...

i slept Sunday night. from about 11.30pm to 6am. this is remarkable because i have been sleeping in the daytime (6/8am - 12/2pm)

i woke up 3 times but went back to sleep again quickly all three times.

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Monday 9 August - 50mg. 8am instead of 6am. i was not hungry till then.

so far so good. had another nap from about 8.30 to 10.30. i was tired and there was no reason not to sleep. i'm still tired but i'm going to stay up now. maybe i will be able to sleep again tonight.

~ waves ~

Dear Waves,
That is nice sleep, . . . amazing that you slept during the night.
I hope that your day goes well.
M.