Once again, thank you all. I just saw my therapist on Thursday and my medication pdoc last night. We've decided not to mess with my meds as of yet because I was just recently put back on that dang seroquel. I go back to him in two weeks unless the need becomes great and then will go before. He's great, very available. Even tells me to call if need be day or night.

I go see my therapist again on Tuesday. Been trying to cut back the ECT to every three weeks rather than every other week. I just hate the side effects.

I know if I gave up that it would hurt my family and friends. Although I am in suicide ideation mode this is what stops me. I have a safety contract with both my pdoc and therapist. Also, my husband is in charge of my meds right now as that is most likely how I would do it.

I was wondering if anyone knows where the sticky thread is with all the links regarding disability, etc? I saw it once and can't seem to find it again.

Debbie

Not sure where the disability thread is. But I'll keep a eye out.

I can really understand the problems you are dealing with.

I have a husband that has never really, till recently understood
that our son's have problems.

But then I started having health problems too. And he had to
step up to the plate and take over for me.

So he had to start trying to understand what I dealt with daily.
Even for my oldest who was at that point a adult, and is about
23 and is now 28.

He has many issues, and is changing daily. Right now he needs
so many kinds of help. That I wouldn't know where to start.
My husband seems to be getting through to him. When no one
else is. So he is in charge. And as of yesterday, he got a wake
up call about his mother, again. The daughter in laws, had been
more her caregivers. And now the son's are doing more. Because
she needs them.

Oh you don't need to here my soap box problems

Sorry
Donna