Hi

I've tried both lamictal and wellbutrin and oh so many others. Right now I take lithium, elevil and seroquel every night. I also take klonapen (sp?) as needed.

My children are grown and all at home now for various reasons. My daughters are 26 and 20 and go to school and work. I'm probably closest to my oldest daughter. She pretty much let me have it a week or so ago. How she doesn't like to be around me when I get like this, which is understandable. If I didn't have to I wouldn't be around me either. And how she worries so much I won't be around when she gets married and starts her own family.

My son is a bit lost right now - he's 21 and seems to have the alcoholic bug too. (my husband and I have both been sober over 8 years). But, my son is a sweetheart. All my children seem to not understand this.

I do have friends. A wonderful sponsor and another AA friend who is also like me. But lately I have not let anyone in. I'm trying but I'm isolating. It just seems easier than talking sometimes.

Wow, probably more information than you wanted - sorry.

Debbie