I am still not well.
took extra meds and am going to bed.
I feel like I am having a panic attack...feel very disoriented...feelphysical discomfort in my right color bone now....why!!!!????....
jeff is here and I am glad that the day is short tomorrow. I need to rest this weekend.
just took 2mg of klonipin....hope that calms me down....
ugh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am shaking........
what is wrong with me????????????????????????
sighbizi

Jeff gave me a great mini back message. it was great along with deep breathing and the extra klonipin...I feel much better more calm and am going to sleep.
my period was shorter this month, and I felt so out of sorts maybe I am perimenopausal?????????
good night
bizi

I hope you are feeling well Bizi :hug:

This is the second week back to work.
My assistant is very nice and helpful.
I heard say that it could take 100 days to heal a bone...that is 13 weeks!
thank goodness I am not in alot of pain.
I visited a 103 year old client of mine who had broken her collar bone too. hers hurts and she is not sleeping...I feel sorry for her.
I am eating better...still weighing myself...crazy...gained a couple of pounds, told jeff that I looked pregnant...
he said I could do some sit ups.....
(does this mean he thinks I look pregnant too?)
sigh
bizi

he was teasing.............
bobby

actually he was serious, therapist said he was just trying to fix it....
oh well. I like precious!

Bizi,

I'm sorry you feel like you look pregnant.
It probably isn't as bad as you imagine. Just because Jeff made a suggestion doesn't mean he thinks you look pregnant too- I'm sure he knows how important your body image is to you, and just wanted to help.

I'm glad your assistant is working out! And that you're not in too much pain.

dear Bizi
 

well you know what, if it's any consolation:

i feel like i look pregnant too. and i am *not* enjoying it - can't wear this, do that .... everything else looks fat, i am not enjoying it, no, and i am sure you are not either.

(((:heartthrob:sharing your discomfort:heartthrob:)))

oh hey try long loose things. hmmm i know that's not very specific.... :o i can't even wear some clothes i thought i could and altered... maybe can squeezxe in on second attempt? hmm. will bust zipper? lol. red cord pants :( match red cord purse!!!

~ waves ~

Hi Bizi
 

I really hope you feel better soon. You do need the calories to heal thats for sure. Get something yummy and good at the same time to encourage your appetite. I believe in eating alot of different things for variety. I love dried mango and probably eat more of it than I should. Your posts are always so encouraging to others. You are cared about by alot of good people. I am sending prayers and thoughts your way. What about a fruit smoothie? ginnie:hug:

Well tonight is the first time that I have taken a "real" pain pill. mobic
have taken tylenol and then some advil over the past month but tonight I hurt. I tried iceing it for 15 minutes, have spasms..like I did the other night. I will ask hubby to massage me again he offered.
thank you for the well wishes.
I am still not well...I hate having body issues....hate this sling....see ortho tomorrow, reexray
blah blah blah....

bizi