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03-17-2011, 11:27 AM | #1 | |||
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i keep chopping more off the back/bottom.
it's becoming an interesting bob. it looked nice after the first round - came out simple but good. then i had to mess with it. now i am thinking i should stay to the 1000mg i was on - it is not a high dose but significantly higher than my usual maintenance of 600-800mg. in epilepsy i notice the dosages go by weight but bipolar is not as fully specified. any way i think i will re-dispense my pillholder to stay on my old dose of 1000mg depakote and 2mg En, with lorazepam 2.5+ mg as needed. thing is it is sublingual but does not dissolve that fast. i feel preyed on at work. i am trying to focus on afternoon tv, which mom also watches some. i am not paying attention to it though it's disorganized white noise to me. i have not told my parents of the difficulties with work. it would trouble them but also trouble me back as they would hassle me about the chemicals i am taking in. and the hassle part really sets me off. so i'm not getting to talk to hardly anyone about this face to face. i talked to the bartender a little bit. was gonna talk frankly with my boss. he says don't do that, boss is not a frank type of person so don't give him any information past the necessary. wow that was good advice. i was like ok. right now it means keep a low profile and plod, but i'm having hard time doing both of those right now! * i actually don't know, whether i'm really "functioning" at work or not. * the coordinator gal (whom i don't trust necessarily) did say oh yes she's turned stuff in - i have, one side. there are problems in the software but my parts were done. all i know is i go to work every morning and work for the man. and i don't pick my toes, i do work. maybe not in a way that is compatible to him. but i feel so rugpulledfromunderme. ~ waves ~ who fell on the stairs yesterday, on the way to work, too. |
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03-17-2011, 10:18 PM | #2 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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I am sorry you fell waves.
Your hair will grow back. know that I care. love bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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