Dear JudeLauren,

That makes sense in a way.
I go to Opera when Safari is acting weird. Firefox has a problem with my email. I can't remember what it is right now.
The mouse seems to be working today.
Last night I was prompted to do a restart when either Microsoft or Apple (don't remember which) asked me to download updates AFTER I used my CD to load Snow Leopard.
Maybe something helped.

Do you use the keys or key pad instead of the mouse?

M.

Dear Mari

that does sound strange... did you do any online update after installing from CD? i am exhausted. will do web-scouting tomorrow.

i hate that hubby was being rushy. i am annoyed when i get rushed. i also find that i am much less controlled with ppl i know well than with others. the level of inhibition is lower i think that is why. then i get the slightest off kilter the ppl closest often get the brunt. it is normal even though then we feel guilty and sad about it.

that's nice about the conversation you had with your friends widow. it is as though you got to be with him a little, through her, in a new way. i am sorry for your grief. (((hug))))

i hope you feel less depressed tomorrow. i am sorry i could not help with the tech problems stonight i am just too goner, i have to go to bed. it's been a tumultuous afternoon/evenng.

~ waves ~

she was probably glad to talk about him....
rest when you can...
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Computers are so weird that i gotta love 'em.
That said, I use the mouse pad. Don't have a key pad.

Dear Waves,

I think disappointed for you about the cancelled vacation.

I hope that you make satisfying plans for your stay-cation.

M

Surprised at how depressed I am.

'Don't know what is going on.

M

Dear Mari

(((hugs))) i am sorry...

yes it is turning into a stay cation... have stay have go. oops. half.

i am sorry you are feeling so low. do you think it is about the computer stuff? sometimes it takes something only small or ... something that is beyond my control... can change my mood dramatically.

do something soothing for yourself. try and think of something uplifting. join me and let's take our minds for a fantasy promenade.... how about here..... ?

Don't know what's up with me either. Thought I was doing the right things, throwing the right things at it from my well-worn bag of tricks, but guess not. Another sleepless night. Brooded over everything. I'm like that beastly little dog, digging, digging, digging up dirty trouble, getting nowhere except into trouble.

Next will be sleeping sleeping sleeping sleeping then walking walking walking.

Called pdoc this morn. See him shortly after DAWN tomorrow. He's not in town today. I don't exist at dawn so we'll see whether I can find him, let alone see him.

More drugs no doubt. Hate drugs. Hate depressions. My 1st since bipolar dx 2yrs ago, following 1st psyc hospitalization.

Please take care, Mari. Please be better.

Depression is awful...I am sorry that you guys are in that pit...please know that we are here waiting to help you out if you get stuck.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Waves,

Thanks for the beautiful picture. I'd like to take my mind somewhere else like that.

M.