And realize sometimes you just have bad nights.

But at least you didn't get written evaluations
to bad.

Donna

i can't tell in this post, if you are still replying to me regarding my post, or to something/someone else.

are you saying i had a bad night? because of my post regarding fragmentation?

in any event, since your prior post gives me no indication that what i posted on fragmentation was helpful to you in the least, and i was afraid off the bat it might have been confusing, i will just delete it now. certainly no sense cluttering up your mind with useless stuff.

waves

Waves

Oh gosh, I realize just now I never posted that I had a training/workshop tonight. I was posting about that.

I never posted about your's because yesterday I couldn't have ever had the words for it. I had a really bad day. D I L had problems, had to yell in phone with me, then other things. She then started texting them. I kept telling her to calm down, she finally hungh up, then started the texting. Anyway, then husband was in his warpath.

Then I had a problem that had started the night before with my work phone. Thought hopefully had it fixed. Not so sure this morning. I maynot have a phone this morning will know soon.

But after hopefully fixing it between many hours the night before. And being yelled at, because I supposedly made our other line phone, we could find not work, at 11pm. Hubby, then started calling and yelling at same time.

It was in Derrick's room, I was headed for it, so then Derrick came to give it to us. The dogs had woke him up. Then hubby was going to distroy other phone. Finally fixed it.

Ugh, then yesterday morning the phone, my work line had 13 messages.

For about 2 weeks.

Donna

Waves & others

Yesterday Nights post

Was about the training.

I didn't do as well as I would have liked. And was having problems with
organization.

So I posted something about not getting bad reports or being written up.

I hate it when they write on the evaluations one of us doesn't do a good
job.

Donna

Waves

Not really answering because I couldn't have told you yesterday if it
was helpful. I am not sure. I have no real memory of what it said now.

Sorry, I just wasn't catching much, even though I was on alot.

And reading, just not obsorbing

I was just going through and trying to calm down.

Donna

(((Donna)))

i just didn't know what to make of your post. i think i get it now.

it sounds like you are having a really hard time, in general. who wouldn't be with all the pressure you are under... you are getting hit from all sides.

i can appreciate not being able to concentrate well or "absorb" under these circumstances. don't worry about my post.

remember if you want help with a specific piece of writing you can always post it like you did before. you can also PM or emai me - i will do my best.

sorry the evaluation process is putting you through the wringer.



waves

Last night was just a training. But I was hoping to do a better job.

Just life. I hate it when I don't do my best.

Donna

P.s. My oldest goes back to work, I think on October 10th.

Waves,
I really think I likes your thoughts, I honestly don't remember what exactly you wrote. I was that far off.

I honestly always enjoy your thoughts, My biggest problem yesterday was the things going on here at my house. And how to get through them.

My daughter in law, got a phone call about a sexually transmitted disease again, she always forgets. That once you have had them. You can get them again. Or that if they are in your system, they can be dormant. So she jumps to the decision, that my son has been unfaithful. Its always me that she yells, and runs too. But I've always tried to remind her. That he hated the way my husband cheated on me. And would never do that once he committed to her. She just doesn't want to believe it when she is upset.

I also try reminding her that the doctor has told her, it could be there from before. But of course that doesn't work, it has to be last few weeks she is sure. And if its not her it has to be him. Ugh, he goes less than her, so how would be the question. Heehee.

Then to top it off, in walks idiot husband, and starts yelling about something. Can't even remember now what. But it wasn't the time. I hadn't done anything to deserve it. And I had no reason to get it now. Devin, decided just a few minutes before he started to go to town to put in a application again at a temporary, because they might have a job, today for him. Hmmm,
may be girlfriend being mad was good. Anyway, then he came back and worked with dad. But after a while hubby came back and apologized.

But the damage had been done, I was a mess the rest of the day. I took a small nap or tried. I do now I slept a while. In between messages on the phone, that I tried to hide. It found me, that said, I'm sorry. And it ringing, they were out of toilet paper, and did I have a lunchable because they didn't have anything for Grandson's lunch. I took somethings for that. And she informed me what the doctor's office had told her.

They told her it could have been dorment for years. And I'd already read if you had it once, it could come back. Or at least I swear thats what it meant.
cymaninity. Anyway, just life around here. And she just said, I said to them, why the heck, couldn't you have told me that. And they just said, Sorry.

I'm pretty sure they have told her that the last time she had it. When we made her call after he tested negative. And they told her. But her memory problems are causing this to happen. I am going to write this up, just as soon
as I feel well enough.

Give her mother a copy, myself keeping, And then I'm going to buy her a memory box or something. To keep things she needs to remember, and
will help write them up. So hopefully we can stop this kind of stress.


I think part of the problem is she is trying very hard to stop smoking and
its really hard on her.

Donna

What stress....escape to the bathroom and take a hot bath. Make a do not disturb sign and hang it on the outside of your door. Were you talking about taking a vacation soon or has that already passed.
((((HUGS))))
bizi