i am so sorry you are going through all this. thank goodness your husband isn't taking it out on you. he sounds like a very good person who is over his head. you don't sound as if you are over your head but you must be. I know of somebody who buys pipe tobacco and rolls her own cigarettes with a machine and saves a lot of money. I had to give it up because of money but it is a big comfort. beer is a big comfort too. I am glad the pills are helping your anxiety. I can understand why you are depressed. As Bizi said, you have so much on your plate. please come here more often at least to vent.
fondly
bobby

Dear Kay

it is good to see you. i am sorry things are so difficult for you guys. it really sounds overwhelming. it must be hard with your hubby being so angry all the time. i am sure it is hard for him too, but i understand... i live with an angry person too. i am glad he does not take it out on you. sending (((hugs))) and good thoughts.

on a practical line of thought... i wonder if you can call on a free financial assistant. i believe there are agencies that help people set up plans for debt payments, with their creditors. i know of ppl who got in deep debt with credit cards, who went this route. i hope someone else here knows more... like maybe where to find these people.

come back soon. you can just vent or say hi. i have missed you.

waves