| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
| Today's Posts |
02-29-2012, 09:28 PM
|
#1 | |||
|
||||
|
Magnate
|
Hi dear friends,
I feel like Im a bad friend, please please forgive me... I have been thinking about you all all these days, just hadnt post...  My eyes were sick... I mean, more than usually... Today finally, I went to see my doc... According to him, it is not an infection, it is "just" an allergy... and gave me cortisone drops which are making me see "funny"...  I have been depressed... My cells are not cooperating so my project is in "stand by" which stress me and make me so sad because I feel like I have failed as a friend, as a woman and now as a student... Also, my cousin's wedding is coming in less than 2 weeks and this makes me so sad... I mean, nostalgic or whatever... And oh my God, the last strike was that, this silly girl, the one I thought was my "only" "friend" at the lab, was so rude to me.... dont know if you remember her... the one that left 9 months to live in Canada... I think I told you when she was leaving, I bought her a present and stuff but she told me it was very stupid of my part to miss her... Anyway, she is living in Canada and the other day she sent me a scrapbook and 2 postcards that took ages to arrive home... I dont know what she was expecting but it seems to me that she thought I was going to get impressed or something... I thanked her as soon as I got it and post pics on facebook etc... That same day I sent her a book, a cooking book because she likes that... I checked today, and she got it yesterday... She has been posting stuff, so she has been online and I dont know what is she pretending, but havent told me anything... I feel sooooo offended... sad.... and why not say it: MAD. I mean, why so rude !? I unfollowed her on twitter and posted some rant words... indirectly, I know it is not the best option, but I didnt want to fight directly with her... I want to block her on facebook too, but dont know... dont want to make things bigger... I hate to make things more difficiult all the time but I Cant help it  She will be back in august or something like that and... ugh... I cant track who signed for the package, just can see it arrive to her house... and, to be honest, I doubt her roomie would take it or something because or boss sent her a big package and nothing bad happened... this was a book... to be honest, nobody would steal that  I dont know... ugh... Please please forgive my rant and my always dark posts
|
|||
|
|
02-29-2012, 10:05 PM
|
#2 | |||
|
||||
|
Wisest Elder Ever
|
HI blue,
Thank you for posting. I wish you were feeling better stronger. I want you to know that there is nothing wrong with asking her if she got your book? maybe she did not get it? I don't know. I am sorry that your eyes have been acting up, are you supposed to use the eyes drops on going or for just a short bit of time? It is too bad that your cells are not cooperating...I wish they would so you can get on with your work. many hugs to you tonight: ((((((HUGS)))))) bizi
__________________
. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
|||
|
|
|
02-29-2012, 10:11 PM
|
#3 | |||
|
||||
|
Magnate
|
Thanks for being here Bizi...
I dont know Bizi... she has acted weird and ruse in the past... so, I dont know what to do... argh... hate this. I have to use the drops the next 8 days and then stop... Hope he was right !!! How are you ? I send you hugs ! |
|||
|
|
|
02-29-2012, 10:29 PM
|
#4 | |||
|
||||
|
Wisest Elder Ever
|
I started a new diet on feb 13th...We had so much fun for mardi gras...don't remember a lot of it....so have been good every day except that day. and now I have given up alcohol for lent, not catholic but hey.
I did not make it to the gym tonight feel bad about that will go tomorrow. (((((HUGS)))))back at cha! bizi
__________________
. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
|||
|
|
|
02-29-2012, 10:31 PM
|
#5 | |||
|
||||
|
Magnate
|
Ah ! MArdi Gras !!! gosh I love LA !!!
Yeah... there is always tomorrow !!!  
|
|||
|
|
|
02-29-2012, 11:23 PM
|
#6 | ||
|
|||
|
In Remembrance
|
You couldn't be a *sweeter* friend!!!
((((((((((((BlueMajo))))))))))))
__________________
"Ponygirl" Previously, "Giggles35". Phyllis |
||
|
|
|
03-01-2012, 10:09 AM
|
#8 | |||
|
||||
|
Wisest Elder Ever
|
I am sorry we did not get to chat last night. You sounded as though you really needed to . I hope you can take this a day at a time.
Are you having to go to that wedding? You can always say you are not feeling well and not go. wish we could have chatted. ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
__________________
. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
|||
|
|
|
03-01-2012, 02:32 PM
|
#9 | |||
|
||||
|
Magnate
|
Im afraid I have to go to the wedding.... Im so depressed... I HATE weddings because it has always been my dream to have my own
 And now Im sure that is never gonna happen....And to make things worse, I CANT stop thinking about the silly gift incident.... ugh |
|||
|
|
|
03-01-2012, 05:26 PM
|
#10 | |||
|
||||
|
Wisest Elder Ever
|
no that you are not alone in obcessions...it is part of being bipolar.
(((((HUGS))))) bizi
__________________
. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
|||
|
|
|
|
Similar Threads
|
||||
| Thread | Forum | |||
| Set-back After a Week of Good Days!! | Traumatic Brain Injury and Post Concussion Syndrome | |||
| 3 blown veins 2 days of back to back mris 487 pictures of my brain.... | The Stumble Inn | |||
| I'm Back From 7 Days in New England & One Day in Hell | Peripheral Neuropathy | |||
| I'm back.....9 days after Thymectomy | Myasthenia Gravis | |||
Dark days, but Im back
Linear Mode
