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Originally Posted by Mari (Post 893552)

Oh, Yuck,

I have spent three nights on the couch watching movies. I am heading toward depression .. . . movies depress me. All movies. . . . just like all music. I should be doing my work instead of watching movies.

I have been going to bed around 9:00 or 10:00 A.M. My sleep is wacky.

M

Oh Mari, I hope that the cycle breaks. Can you get on the Net flix or something and watch a reallt hysterical movie like RV with Steve Martin, or night at the museum?
If I choose to be sad, meaning I know what is making me sad, but I want to grieve, not deserve to be happy...Then I see how my family gets grouchy, that I choose to weep, sleep all day, not shower or wash my hair....
Then, I realize I have my other kids and grandson to make memories with,

I look rediculous, hiding my tears, by watching Steve Martin titering over a cliff..
Today is a rough day, holding in tears all last night, no hid, and then today. But here comes my little man, dgs, and happy face painted on and decided I should start the Lexapro again.....afraid of the celexa they ordered as substitute.
Why do I rattle on,
But my dear Mari,
Send me a smile when you feel you can mean it, I will send one to you.